More About me (kinda)

I have autism and i have a hard time talking to people , anxiety, depression, and huge changes in mood sometimes. Sometimes I often feel like I’m not really me if that makes sense, like I’m a fake or not really who I am truly. I often obsess over people/characters i relate strongly to >_> ! I like kpop and rlly old 90s rap music. I fucking HATE country music. Im a yume. I say I dont have a dni but i draw the line at rape jokes/racism/and loli/shota/kodacons. (REGARDLESS ON IF ITS A JOKE ITS STILL NOT OKAY!!!). I’m not one to talk big on religion but I’m a buddhist. If you judge/ discriminate against /are racist to people and have a bible verse in your bible we will not get along.(NOT A CHRISTIAN!!!!) I have trouble with bodily images and I do self harm (𖦹ᯅ𖦹) ;;; I’m nice i think, i warm up to people easily. I like political talks, even though I can never understand it some of the time I enjoy hearing peoples opinions, and whats going on with the current world. I enjoy true crime. (NOT TCC) I enjoy listening to true crime podcasts. I want to be a neurologist! 🧠 I absolutely love apples and celery, dont give a shit I love them the best! Fav food ever is chicken Alfredo pasta. My gender is either nonexistent or always changing.. Just call me a he.. Im a nekomimi. I LOVE plushies LOVE LOVE LOVE plushies!! My favorite color is red, like a hospital red, like the red sign with a littleee bit of red. I actually hate movies, theyre too time consuming. I enjoy going outside, i just never feel like going outside. i HATEEEEEE insects. No camping, no beaches I HATE insects so bad. I enjoy wearing oversized clothing and sometimes fitted clothing >,>. I really enjoy alternative fashion. I say I dont know to everything. Im bad at talking about my emotions, like REALLY talking about them. I absolutely hate my mom. I dont hate but i dont completely enjoy my dad, I sleep during the day and Im usually up at night. I take like 5-10 business days to answer dms sometimesi think thats all, some of this isnt very interesting but its whateverrr :7